Saturday, January 26, 2008

Beginning to feel like a non-smoker

It's been around 5 1/2 months since I've quit smoking. I've been waiting a long time to be able to say that I feel like a non-smoker. Well, I'm not completely there yet, but almost. I am at a point where I feel more like a non-smoker than I do a smoker. I'm not trying to kid myself though, I am aware that at the blink of an eye, I could be right back smoking so I must keep my guard up. I don't want to smoke even though cravings and urges still try and get me. I am determined to stay strong and smoke free.

I so don't want to smoke anymore that I would be soooo mad at myself if I did. I won't. I like this life of a non-smoker and hope to live out the rest of my life this way.

I hope that the day will come when I don't even think about smoking any longer. But until then, I will keep up the fight and be glad that I've made it this far.

Never quit quitting!

1 comments:

maggie's mind said...

Wonderful, Sue! I also don't quite feel like I have it completely licked yet - I mean, I'm fine not smoking, but I still think about it sometimes and know that it's possible to go back to it. That said, we are both so well on our way and probably doing the right thing to be careful.